{Week 7 Core Need is the need to be seen: Noticed inside and out.}

This episode has two gripping stories: One is of a pastor named John Wilson who, at a young age, recognized his attractions to his same gender. Burying the secret led him to hospitalization due to the chronic stress. Slowly, carefully, he came out to trusted friends, and found some freedom as he daily surrendered himself to Christ.

But then he moved far away, started working in a church, and the secret threatened to bury him in shame. He needed to come out again, but the person with whom he most needed to share was both his pastor and his boss. What would he say? Would he lose his job? Would this pastor/boss see him and love him as God does?

Enter the second story of John’s boss and lead pastor, Jeff Maness: Years before this conversation with John, God had begun to prepare Jeff’s heart and his mind to receive John’s story. Had God not set the stage, Jeff said he would have fired John after he came forward with his attractions toward men–even though John was surrendering his version of broken sexuality to the Lordship of Christ every day (as we are all called to do). ​

How did God radically change Jeff’s heart? How did John find the courage to share?  How did the entire church practically engage this conversation as a result?

Listen and find yourself at the foot of the cross with us in awe of the gospel’s good news for everyone every day.

P.S. Today’s after-show bloopers? Matt accidentally got slipped into live Christian radio to thousands of people while we did a mic check–and during this mic check he pretended to be an NPR host. (Shake our red-faced heads.)

Highlights:

“That fear of coming out was powerful, but it was not as powerful as the pain of being hidden.”
–John Wilson

“He didn’t pull any punches… ‘I’m gay’ [he said.] Four years ago? I probably would have fired him on the spot just thinking that by him saying, ‘I’m gay’ he meant, ‘I’m pursuing gay sex or a same sex romantic relationship.’ But praise God instead of assuming–because God had done so much work in my heart–I learned to actually ask questions.” –Jeff Maness

“In the 15 months since I told Pastor Jeff and brought this piece of myself into the light, the darkness and the mold and the sin and the dankness that was around has gone away . . .  I have experienced such an increased amount of holiness and sanctification in my life because of the ability to be seen. I have legitimate accountability now because I can be honest with people.” –John Wilson

“This has held a mirror up to our whole congregation–a mirror that needs to be held up to the big “C” Church. Have we lost people? Yes, we have lost a few. … [But] we are going to stand on what we believe is the truth, we are going to offer what we believe is the radical grace of Jesus, and we are going to present to everyone this gospel message of all of us are called to die. And if that means we have some death in the process ourselves? Then that is the cost for us in this . . . It’s time. It’s time for the Church to speak into this boldly.” –Jeff Maness

Do the Next Thing:
To watch John’s sermon where he came out and shared his story with his church look here
To watch my sermon that followed his (following my story and the woman caught in adultery) look here
To read Preston Sprinkle’s book, People to Be Loved, mentioned by Pastor Jeff, look here
To read Greg Cole’s book mentioned by both Pastors Jeff and John, click here
To connect with Pastor Jeff, find his site here
To connect with Pastor John, find his information here

Question of the Week for Next Week:
​What is something that you lost (perhaps in childhood) that you wish you could find?